13th Day of CNY ~ Nursing Home with the folks :)

Today, is a very special and meaningful day !!
So glad that it really happened !!!

之前还烦恼着，去那儿，到底要准备什么，
饼干又不行，因为太腻了，对他们好像很不健康，
红包又不行，我还没赚钱，给红包，好像很奇怪，
空手去也好怪，不懂要怎么开口让他们知道我们是去拜年的，
因为他们一看到我们的红衣，就会以为是来针灸治疗。
怎么办(⊙_⊙)？

一早，就去了Ms Ooi 的办公室，
准备了今天的items。
Ms Ooi 好细心，
准备了好多饼干，一箱的橙子，
给我们带过去。
我与荣勋准备好礼物了，大家就出发了！

好多好多礼物，很有成就感！

Honestly, it was a super meaningful day.
I am so grateful that such a day actually existed !
Those smiles on their faces,
How happy they were when we gave them just a simple angpau of gift,
posing over the camera with their smile,
warmly held our hands,
sharing us their stories.........
THESE ALL means so much to me.

去年针灸的其中一位婆婆。
三个月没见，婆婆还记得我哦！开心！因为婆婆曾经问我，到底是男的还是女的，就是我性感的声音给了她很深刻的印象。嘻嘻

我的语言上障碍><不会广东话的我就只好比手画脚。

今天刚认识的一位婆婆。
好健康哦，谈得来。一直很开心的感谢我们的到来。

我很爱的廉泉uncle。
Uncle 不说话，但response很好。一直嘻嘻的笑，一直紧紧地握住我的手。so warm !
今天Uncle的病情好像有稍微的改善咯！现在有比较能回应了！Yeah~
我相信Uncle 也希望自己快点好起来，因为无法表达，Uncle 也会一时的掉眼泪。
Uncle 要加油！！
看到UNCLE要wave ! 他一定会笑的。

June 美女！不简单哦！

 June ~ 
今天很棒！她蛮会逗老人开心的!!
看她一副小姐样，
但面对老人的确不简单。
她的美，
现在除了可以电上外面的男人，
还特别，
吸引了ah gong ah po !!! 
                                         June 与老人沟通只好给你个赞 ！

抢了我的uncle! hehe

很厉害的婆婆！9 个孩子的她说‘现代不一样了，女生跟男生都是平等的，不再重男轻女咯。而且有的时候女生会比较厉害！’哈哈！！乐观婆婆也非常开心看到我们。

婆婆摆Pose！

Wen Jun ~

少了好多wen jun 的照片，

因为她是我们当天的photographer !

我觉得大家也懂， 跟雯君谈天，总会有种舒服感， 

我相信老人家也会感受她的热情。

而且让我称赞下，

雯君超甜的笑容，

一笑起来，应该没烦恼咯。

麻将一流！

uncle 的赞pose

反应很大的Uncle，但很可爱啦。还会Pose!!
uncle 很喜欢我们送的酸梅:)

(●'◡'●)得好灿烂！

我们的梁老师-非常的严肃也很细心的教我们，就是要为病人好、为我们好。~怕怕

还有、老师也非常非常有爱心的哦。婆婆们都叫老师为师傅！

专注！

It feels like a dream sometimes,
dream of my home in future was built here.
I love seeing elderly like I always do.
I miss my daddy and mummy who are all far away from me.
many of the time, I think of what can I do to reduce their suffering as a daughter myself.

My daddy don't used to give sweet words and hugs,
as cool as I am,
so does my daddy is;
but he cares and I know he will always try to give me his best.
I always have some poor communication with my mummy,
cause she is a little ill,
and at many times,
I fought with her, disappoint her.
My patience wasn't good when I talk to my mummy,
she always try,
always try to give in for me :'( .
Yes, I wan home.
But I know is not now. I only can get home until I am capable enough to reunite the family.
Time will tells and I will wait.

O ya ~ I had a fortune cookie today and it said ~ 'Nature, time and patience are the three great healers.'
this must be the best answer for now =)


也感激老天留下爱心满满的他们 <3

Tze Shun ~ 本来非常积极，但可能因为第一次，环境有点吓了她。本来顽皮的她，也忽然静下来了。第二次应该会比较勇敢哦。加油！

爱心满满的荣勋 - 我的伙伴，一大早和我一起准备礼物。
还有我的好朋友布莱恩，也是我的好司机！因为昨晚睡不够，今天他也很累咯，辛苦了！

两位笑容灿烂的大美女。

This is a very special blog to remember the time I had with them, not only on this very one day but those 6 months I had with them. How much I love seeing them is pretty hard to be described in words. 

Deep down, I do feel a little sad for no longer routinely see them for treatment. But I definitely still hope to revisit them more often if possible.
20 years or maybe 30 .. 40 years later ~ still hoping and dreaming for the best services best structure best location for a home for the elderly in need.

Take care ^-^

Wishing the very best to each and everyone of them <3 <3

2014 TO DO

Yea ~ just finished Dad's work, hopefully his new business will help him somehow.
Still in the mood of blogging, which is probably the complications of not having facebook anymore.

So, let's start my new revolution here .

1) Firstly, to brush up my Ving Chun. Is about time that I should really focus on my Martial art. I've been changing sports since day one I entered Uni, and finally I found something that probably will settle me down. Ving Chun soft and doesn't need any much of a strength suits me well. Besides, it is a piece of art that tests my patience, slow with its move and learning not to think much while practicing. Unfortunately, like all other sports or martial arts I've took part, there is always a limitation to a slow learner like me. I can never master one thing good enough to keep going, so hopefully this will be the right art to invest on now and in future. So, is probably time now to let go all other activities like my dodgeball and so, to just focus. Seriously this will be hard !

2)I would also love to experience travel out of Malaysia for once before I graduate. Never had the chance ever to do so, and the furthest I've been is like Nilai !? Wanted to see how beautiful other countries are, liked how all my friends described it. Thailand , Taiwan, Singapore, Myammar........ anywhere will do. I am not a person who enjoys travelling very much but I would just like to try it out before my graduation, if I would able to afford it ;)

3) Like I always say, my greatest weakness is my emotions. Being emotional always kills me.It hurts me, also accidentally put my friends as victims. For this very year, I do wish I will be able to control and soothe my temper. And the very best way to do so is continue my medication. I've been avoiding and being lazy to take medicine only until emotion outbreaks happen again. This time I must really regularly take those disgusting medication to be someone better !! and my meditation lessons which is always not successful. Hopefully, I will have some time this year for my weeks of meditation classes.






4) 47 kg please. Slimming plan has always failed. Can I slim down this year?! Hoping so and waiting so to happen! Bahahaaha

5) Study study and brush up ! It is also time to make some improvement in my own skills. Been busy with events, and to say to organize events and so before I graduate, I probably passed myself for it. The years here in university, I've organize tiny these and that. For now, I really want to retire. At first, I did thought of organizing my very last event- the very first INTI TCM External Charity Work, but then come to think, I think is really time to let go. I will surely miss all the planning which I always enjoy the most. Going through the headache process and dissatisfaction of different parties, days of begging others to help, and days of being hated, days of being avoided - I will really miss this as it was once my life, once my journey.

7) I have a very simple wish too.To make up plans of gathering back home with daddy and our sisterhood moments. I want to spend more time home with daddy and my sisters and hopefully my mother too. For the scary future I might need to face, days of struggle for work, very little time left back home, I just hope I could spend my very last year of uni which the days I still can spare my little time back home. Besides, is still heartbreaking, seeing how daddy and mummy struggle and knowing how incapable I am to help them out at this age of mine.

8) Time to face my deadliest fear - my VOICE. This is the reason why I don't choose to speak much, and this is also the reason why I became stage fright. I remember the very last time I stand on stage with the mics during my school days, it was my Form 1 story telling competition. When I started to talk, the audience which are all my schoolmates suddenly paid attention. On stage, it was filled with whispers and I started to shiver, before I ended my speech I ran down the stage and tears started to shed. I was shivering thinking how others are talking about me. People are curious of my voice. Since then, I held a phobia seeing strangers, meeting new people.The fear worsen when a senior of mine approached me and told me how my looks doesn't matches my voice. It makes me feel weird. And I always thought people mind. These have brought me up until now, which I still have a little fear sometimes. There are even many experiences I had with my deep voice facing customers, friends' parents, brother's friends and so on. Come to think, they are all my childhood memories that I can never forget. But then it slowly fades and I am still learning to take it as a joke and a bonus point of myself. For that, I would like to be exposed with more presentation this year, started of a speech few weeks ago, it was not too bad actually, for the coming days, I am still hoping to improve in my presenting skills, to overcome any bits of shaking on stage and my timidity facing the world.

9) Lastly, to complete my blog. Blogging is what I've found after my ex-roommate left . I used to tell her things, speaking out makes me so much better. I have lost a lot of my listener, many of my friends who comes and goes, cause people don't stay forever in your life and that's for sure. Blogging can avoid myself from thinking nonsense, Blogging reminds me of the things I need to take care of. And all these that has been written will be good memories I can look into in the future. Probably my only chance to see my growing up journey.

TBU~

Js Sisterhood in KL part 2

  UNCLE JANG ~ Ramen x2 + Rice Cake + Sweet Potato + CHEESE ! Best combination ever !

Our very second day, we had our own things going on. Jan had to work on her assignment while Jess had to study for her coming quiz, as for me, I had to wake up early in the morning rushed back to work at 9 am. So worn off after a last night drink -.- 

TIRED ! 

But there comes dinner time ! Whee ~ 

Meeting up with girls again ... 

and I had them to try Uncle Jang which i believe they would love it and yes they did. So happy did not disappoint them.

Bro fetch us to Mont Kiara - a new place to me.

there was so many Korean restaurant around. It must be Janice favourite hotspot !

We saw her favourite Toppoki (finally I get it right), unfortunately it was too late when she wanted to order it. and so they ended up getting some weird ice-cream back. anyway, I shall hunt for Toppoki for you around KL okay hehe!

Group photo

When the food looked too good and you can't wait any longer for it ..slurppp

the sweet couple 

 Then it was second round ! Liverpool Vs Arsenal ~ Both are my favourite team, so i wasn't which side I was on, until i saw Liverpool was leading, so GO LIVERPOOL .. Heheh . Is just half time and it was like 4-0. Whats wrong with arsenal !? 

Drinking at Big Joe's which actually reminds me of my daddy's shop - simple menu, simple place, and quiet.

 So, those 2 don't watch and yeah they ended up selfieeee. 

this is just to show off Jan long hand -.-

they dont drink, so they go frizzzy ~ 

Second day, good food with good people => wonderful night , just a little itchy here and there due to 2 nights of drinking. The best part is I can sleep all night long, without the alarm clock disturbing !!!

The whole journey was good not until it ended with a war and tears and anger on the very last day. Cried my whole Sunday in room, made myself sleep as much as I can, lonely and in pain. :'(  But I don't intend to emphasize on it, writing this blog now at this moment I felt much better after a long cry yesterday. Swelling eyes faded this afternoon, and I also got a super surprise from my ex- roommate ! the greatest gift today ! It feels so warm again staying here knowing her being around. Again I could shed my tears, I could complaint, I could release my emotions... It won't be long until she leaves uni again. But it will be long for me to stand up strong again. <3 I still believe one day i will get back to my sister holding my head high and not to disappoint them again. Now, I 'm still weak and lack of so much abilities to really face and help them.

Take care girls <3 <3 

Js sisterhood in KL part 1

#Throwback February 7- It was a wonderful day , because is Js Sistahood Day ! After my work, rushed to KL and we all gathered together !! Jess all the way from the north and Jan from school. too bad JD is too small to join the fun.

JAGOON ! AMAZED & took a photo through the mirror 

which we all started our day with Nasi Briyani somewhere near Brickfields. It was good as the claypot was serve hot and the fish and lamb was so tender. Delicioussss ~~

                

funny looking claypot with the egg as if there was a chicken laying egg on it ：）

O~ YEAH ! Sistahood shopping begins --> SUNWAY pyramid. It was more like a window shopping as we did not buy anything as we all kind of face crisis these days when daddy business wasn't good for the past few months. So, we went window shopping !! going on with conversation like .. 'we want this and that' ... but all will have to wait until we earn our $$ .. Hehe generally it was great cause I had THEM around me. That is the most PRICELESS thing i can ever own. 

The so called Godiva by me when actually it was some Tea shop ><

   

non-stop complaining of headache ! must really get a medicine ASAP for her.

 We did walked around looking for the best bag for Jan laptop, but we couldn't find one which satisfy all of us. Besides if it was the best it was too expensive for us, so we did not manage to get one. Jan, patience ya! we will find one good one soon X) Let me earn a little here and there so I can sponsor a bit too.

part of our window shopping ! it was so neatly arranged so took a photo out of it !
UNIQLUO- Jess desperation over sweaters even though she had so many of it already.

 End of shopping at about 7pm. Oh God~ we were soooo tired !!! Jan with her backpain, Jess with her headache again and yes I'm tired too. So after we were picked up by my brother, we were dead sleeping in the car heading to Esther's house. Also, we concluded ourselves that 'Shopping is not our type!!!!' o dear ~


Our next stop : Esther's house with lots of food. Super filling food with Liquor <3 ....haha! as usual uncle and aunty are very nice people, always with those smile and their warm heart welcome us for the visit. Esther place is really an ideal home. The garden was not only spacious but also super romantic. This made me miss home so much. How i wish i could own a place like that and my daddy and mummy could just sit there, lay back and chill. Gardening is also daddy's favorite. He could just do it all day with no worries. Pray hard that i could really do something for them in future ~~

New friends Phoebe and Melissa.

STEAMBOAT ! with Tom Yam

Jess with her frying job again. 

everyone's favourite LOK BAK from penang!

Derrick- little harry potter was too cute so i took a pic of him !

It was the 8th day of CNY and it was supposed to be Bai Tian Gong. A celebration we used to have at home with our family. Unlike this year, we did not go back, for the reason to save money from the pricey bus tickets, so we had to spend our time here in KL. We did felt a little guilty over it, but come to think we actually had not much a choice but to remain here. Also, Thanks to our brother and Esther that made such a preparation of food which round up our whole day well. and I seriously drank too much that made me dizzy and fell asleep too fast >< 

it was our beautiful JD we talked about that night.
Yes we did miss her too ! 

sky lattern with my wishes wrote by a fren! Dream come true please..... 

my sleepless night with my blog

Another sleepless night,
the movie (The Journey) did not turned up as much as i thought is it,
we waited 2 hours to catch the movie as it was fully occupied for the movie time we wanted.
I enjoy very touching stories, stories that will make me shed my tears, but it wasn't so.
It does has a message on its own which reaches out to many of the viewers.The journey and so. Probably just not my type.and in reality, journey is not as easy as shown.

It was not really my day,
rushed to work and the work was delayed,
no patients and so there wasn't salary given.
Fortunately i did learn something from my lecturer,
that's what we called as priceless experiences.
It was bad and hectic an hour before reaching my work place,
went to 2 post office and 1 bank,
and nothing went well.
I needed to post my dad's stuff back as soon as possible,
but both post offices was crowded,
i couldn't wait as if i were to wait i will be late to work(which i did not expect work will be delayed).
also, no envelope can be sold ?! what nonsense !
they expected me to buy 100 pcs of envelope from the bookstore and use one for posting !
so, Fine, no posting.
Then i wanted to bank in my money beforehand,
and then the bank was moved,
which i don't know since when.
Basically, i completed nothing.
And what's worst!
Dad called up for his stuff which i havent post,
and yes he was mad as usual.
What more can i say but to just apologize.
Is not that i did it on purpose.
Anyway i never explain further,
never did i ,
in my years out struggling alone.

Seeing a post by a friend that kills my night!
filled with bullshit i must say,
she knows nothing and careless of whats happening,
with the childish little thoughts,
she spit it out without understanding the clear picture.
Again, no further explanation given.
like always will I, keep reminding myself ,
worst people can be seen later in my working life,
so just hold on ,
it will be fine afterall.
I just really hope that the day when i leave school,
never will i be able to work with my classmates anymore.
Probably is just the views and thoughts that make me struggle for the days i had in uni.
University life has been good, with the course i enjoy and the activities i m exposed with,
but going back into class,
with some people,
is just another headache.
O~~ air ! breathe in ... breathe out


Honestly it is still best having work the whole day,
working makes me tired,
and by being tired,
there's not much of entertaining and drama going on.
Hanging out with friends is fun,
sometimes is depressing.
Maybe is just me,
i have turned to someone boring.
I enjoy experiences,
I enjoy new stuff,
I enjoy working,
I enjoy earning,
I enjoy seeing elderly,
and I enjoy elderlies' smile.

Thats all I wish i could do everyday.

2014 Revolution coming soon ！

Always do your best. What you plant now, you will harvest later.

Og Mandino 

2013 has been great to me,
and 2014 will be great too ! praying real hard :D 

Sketching my blog on my new plans for 2014 which is this year ! my final year as a student in the very last i have for a university life ! Definitely it must be great and well flourished ! It doesn't matter if is the worst or the best but is my very last chance i have to be as wild as i always wish too ! 

Cheers JOJO <3 

Expect problems and eat them for breakfast.

Alfred A. Montapert