Walking towards it

There are so many transition in life. Blending to it and being not yourself, wipe off the ego and start it of all over again. No matter what is it, is just important to face the music. From a boss to an ordinary worker, from a fighter to a retired man, from a teacher to a student... Be strong !

Dark side

This side of me sucks so much ~
I think too much, putting myself in a harder position to handle people.
I became ignorant and i eventually hurt people around me.
I always feel I can do something better than this, but often it doesn't seems that way. Still, standing here and waiting for days to pass like all ordinary beings. Being me, i feel bad for not achieving something and being proud of myself. Being me, i made my ego goes overboard and make people step away from me. Is really just me and it hurts a lot that o feel like crying now

To self

When they knew you were from chinese medicine and the next question was "do you understand what I've just said". The hall looked at you like you dont speak English. So i just had to clarify I m from a English background and yes i m practicing chinese medicine with all the "poking".

Misunderstanding and Clarification.. Its somehow interesting. Liked how i always need to let people know that i m a chinese that dont look like a chinese or like i m a girl that dont sounds like a girl.

Perception.. Thats what we need to educate the people. Chinese medicine are not only for people who knows chinese and is also definitely does not mean that people who does chinese medicine speaks only Chinese. From an ordinary English educated background, trust me, we all somehow needs it. Is just currently, factual, statistics, explanation, education were not set to reach out the bigger public. And when they see a Chinese physician, patient-doctor relationship was not made, eventually they lose the confident of getting better. And trust me is a new society, Get to know your health and believe in yourself, there is always ways for improving life qualities.

thats my dream, I may not be skillful like others but i enjoy educate and let others understand their beings and understand their alternative and that's what people of today want. Remember why you started !

感性

我是个感性人。但感性其实没有错啊。人类往往把一种特殊的自己搞乱了，就如把感性用错位。感性用在自己的身上，自己生活，自己感情里，我们说是为了不伤害对方或则为了帮助别人而默默地处理，但有却不知道这一切的行动也不就是为了留给自己最好的后路，不小心忽略了需要感性的众生。你知道吗？你现在有多大的福，因为就是你可以看到读着一篇简单的文章，而其实别人也许在他们生活里挣扎地苦劳着。这是怎么感触的呢？每天上班的我，很早就到公司了，到了公司就在停车场里阅读一些，一边看看窗外的路人，而那一刹哪，有位阿姨把两瓶的100号给了打扫工人，这样就满足了。而我在家想吃就吃，想买的就买，也忘了觉得普通的东西或事可能是其他人的珍宝。说真的，感谢上师，陪伴我，把佛陀随时都摆在我眼前，让我学会好好利用感性的自己。相信我你也可以 ！

The Dream

Now, I understand how a script writer makes their movies. Is so good that Ive finally made my last episode of dream last night. Confident that i can sleep well soon ! Love you ~